l o s t

im so lost without him.
i dunno whr hes gone.
ive tried calling him.
mayb hes tryin to make me feel how i made him feel, tt i was uncontactable.
im online wishing and thinkg i could find him here, but to no avail.
i miss him.
i really do.
im really guilty fer not pickin up ur calls.
but darling, pls forgive me? ):
i got too carried away in life without you tt now i realise your importance yet again.
i was afraid to love you like before. to give it my best and all.
but now, im not afraid anymore.
the past 2 days have been tremendously enlightening for me.
i realised how much i need you.
will u pls call me again?
contact me again?
and call me urs again..
tho i know things are different.
time spent is little.
ur mom doesnt noe.
but i hope, in time to come,
our love overcomes all obstacles and barriers.
that u'd finally tell her im urs again.
**hugs**
dear.. do u know wot surprise i have for you?
-mwah*
pls contact me again pls my dear..
i want You.